CQ Mirror

Can any one see how this world looks at me
The cheats
The lies
Its deep blue grey eyes
Given from fate
To fight, to lust, to love, to hate
The stars i have seen many are they
Each one crying free yet begging to stay
Lost as the sheep that taunt me at night
jump the dam fence and send me to sleep
looks like im staying, for now
This chapters not over but close to the end
A new world awaits just round the bend
This wars sending me
All manor of twists cant any one see
The light up a head is dimming like joy
Christmas day a childs first toy
From uncle to boy
First son of a man who's light through this galaxy is watched when i can
And watch i shall
Untill god only knows
From north to south
The changing winds blow
A rustle of leaf's the same chill in the air
Every day people pretend that they care
Sitting at home like paper weight rocks
Its the tme of the year to turn back the clocks
And turn back the tide
That washes away
My sanity and love each hour of each day
Can any one see how this world looks at me
The courage
The glory
An un finished story
To fight, to love, to fly
To live once again.


Dr Freakazoid (DJLW)

Incursions

When the trailers for Eve Incursion were launched my eyes lit up like Hans solo’s first peek at princess Leia’s slug slave outfit, after de-icing from Carbonate……ok fellow geeks I know he had temporary loss of sight but you get the picture! It looked sinister, deadly and intriguing. Wrath of Kan meets Nemesis with a little serenity reaper and Borg chucked in to measure awesome (big smiley face). So when it when it was launched you’d expect me to be first in queue for Borg bashing right? Wrong I completely ignored it and went about my business spinning my ship … now in the fitting window and trying my best to automatic sit down on the sofa from various positions in the Encarna quarters other than directly in front of it. Which is quite a challenge, try it. I don’t know why it took me so long to get involved. I was still deep in 0.0 enjoying the PvP sanctums and faction drops I suppose. So it wasn’t until I moved back to hi sec looking for new adventures that the opportunity crossed my fuzzy mind. I had recently completed the command ships skill and wanted to give the Slepnir a go. I used Eve fitting tool and came up with a fairly credible fit based on what I and others had been discussing on incursion chat. I say discussing what I really meant was stealing and modifying. With its cold war sub, blood red bleached widows glowing like a dark Jedi’s favourite oil lamp….you though I was going to say light sabre didn’t you? Light sabres are not real and therefore have no place in my scientifically realistic space tale about an amazing virtually realistic space death simulator known as EVE online! I zipped between star gates and danced amongst concord ships as I headed towards the nearest staging system. In my mind concord pilots were saluting me for my heroic direction in the face of possible Sansha death…….well ship death anyway. I pondered for a second thinking on this. I will be safe within my capsule when my ship explodes but what of my crew? Has any capsular given a second thought to those that lay down their life night after drunken night? Perhaps one day a bonus system based on crew. length of service and skill type may force us to think of the forgotten victims...... a nice looking ship passed me, i took a sip of coffee and forgot what i had been thinking about........       

Friday night fun time

So Friday night three of us got together around my house for a few hours to do some (drinking) Pvping. Although Eve is an internet game, the fun and enjoyment you can have as a small group playing in the same room are fantastic Eve nights are definitely something I would encourage. We had planed a small roam in a crow a Cerberus and I was in an Armageddon, quite random I know. Where should we go for this first Corp Pvp op we asked our self’s?.....I know how about Tama one of the busiest pirate and faction warfare systems around lol Ok the others agreed with a suicidal tone to their eager voices. To be honest Tama has seen better, busier times from what my friends tell me very few FW fleets are forming up other than those based as a corp. this seems a great shame as this is how I got started in PvP. Perhaps it is a lack of people willing to FC or a lack of new players willing to give PvP a go? Or maybe both. Would Eve players benefit from some sort of PvP tutorial? Or maybe even an arena area where specific value ships can fight out 1v1 or even as a team like alliance tourdement? Anyways Flint threw himself forward for the position of lead scout.................lol your in the smallest ship flint and you have tackle : ) and I and my brother took a back seat… rear guard..... I mean support roles. Flint jumped, nothing on gate, 20 or so in local varying sec status from mission happy bunny angel +5 to -9.9 im going to tear you and your ship a new exhaust port status and wear your teeth as a luck charm. Me and bro jumped through and decided to camp the hi sec gate. This seemed a logical strategic position with an easy escape route provided we did not engage of course. Within 5 mins a flashy red Myrma gal ship battle cruiser thingy landed on us and locked me. At this stage as FC I had not decided to attack and while summing up all the very important and complicated FC pvp equations I could see what looked like flaming tooth picks cheerfully leaving flints crow (yes leaving, like a rabbit leaves a magicians hat (CCP) and gracefully denting (possibly too strong a description) blushing the pirates thick armour plates, or shields decision time Freak!.... Have you got point? I mumbled through a mouth full of cider (Cidre if Gallenten).....YES!! Fire at will ..... now It’s a fairly tough ship but what he may not of counted on was my heavy neut and the fact that my bro was cloaked up 10 clicks out in his shiny Cerberus, like a Klingon bird of pray he popped out of the abyss and let rip with his heavy assaults ..........Kaboom The corps first BC pvp Kill awesome guys. We roamed a few more systems. No more kills that night but no losses either. We had a great time though with just the one kill.

Sleep Whispered Words

Soft rest at dusk fear not my love
If forgotten by day let rain from above
Wash away with Gods will
And man's might fiery spear
Sleep whispered words
Forever your near
Red may dawn bring as a rose grows to bloom
My thorn has not parted in self silent doom
It's seeds may you bare
Pray tender them well
Remember my peace where poppy fields dwell


Found on the body of an unidentified Caldari soldier

Waiting for God (a Caldari soldier)

Is this all in vain
For the break of day
Terminal tracks across the plain
Give wreak less scars to all who engage in hierarchy games
From orbit they sit with their double names
And letters to add
That reach loved ones back home
Who believe with just cause
Un aware of the teadious nausea
Of standing by for a most vigorous lie
That we are all safe to Fly free
Not die


Captain N Teipsum after the last ground battle for Tama control